Listening to: Aicle = danzen toppu
Reading: what I'm typing
Watching: nothing in particular
Playing: dress up games.
Drinking: see above answer
"Empty-handed I entered the world
Barefoot I leave it.
My coming, my going --
Two simple happenings
That got entangled."
-- Kozan Ichikyo
I feel very...
Not sure what the word in english is.
I was looking outside at the stars again last night before.
Still, they seem slightly out of reach. It seems frustrating to me.
I feel so
Compared to the sky.
I want to float among them.
Touch them with my toes.
My painted green toenails reflecting the luminosity.
Setting my body aflame.
If only I could take one graceful leap and launch myself toward the heavens to swim among those bright specks.
They'd maybe get tangled in my hair...
stuck to my eyelashes...
Stain my skin...
I feel the insatiable desire to touch them...
Kiss them to a good sleep when they leave to give room for the sun and it's harsh unforgiving rays.
I can't take this waiting.
Waiting through the day.
Waiting through the day for my precious nighttime to fall...
For it to fall and send me tumbling...
Tumbling for those entrancing lights...
Take me away.
I await anxiously in my windowless room for your ray's caress.
(repost from my yaplog)